Blessing Each of You Who I May Have Wronged

"But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you." (Luke 6:27-28)

This post is one that has been weighing on me for a few days now. I was reading a devotional the other day where it talked about checking under the hood. Anger is like the lights on a dashboard. They tell you something is going on under the hood. You must find out the source of the problem. A verse was tied to this devotional from Colossians 3:8: "But now you must rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips."

In the past year, I have had some instances come up where I did lash out at some people whether it was disagreements they had with how I handled blog posts, tweets, or how I seemed to go after some people because I thought what they were doing was wrong. Truthfully, in all of these cases, some people were hurt, including myself, and in reality, it was not worth it one bit. When I do Google searches on my name, some posts come up that talk about how I handled situations on my own blog and truthfully, I am not proud those posts show up for my name, but everyone has their own opinion to how they see things. I go back now and realize I should have never got involved in the comments and left it as is. It only hurt me in the end and this was not the first time I had it out with some online.

I had an incident in April where I was promoting the fact there was a Save Folgers KC Facebook page and I got into another heated debate with someone on Twitter about why I supported this initiative. It got ugly fast and as a result, I lost a few friendships from that incident where to this day, some of them still don't speak to me. Add the post I did on my own blog in June expressing why I felt there was not a need for another Social Media Club in KC to start and how I was ridiculed for taking a stand in expressing my opinion and you can see there has been an unfortunate pattern for most of this year of battling it out with many folks. It is not anything I am proud of and there are a few who continue to take jabs at me when they can.

However, as I have thought about what has happened in the past and some of the mistakes I made, Colossians 3:8 has come to my mind. In fact this verse alone is one that many of us should focus on during this time of the year when we are together with relatives and family as we all well know it is far too often that fights, arguments, etc. seem to happen when everyone gets together for the holidays.

I need to rid myself of anger and any malice I may have in my heart for some who I felt wronged me or I had a battle with this year. And to do that, I realize I need to pray and bless those who have not so good words for me and my actions this year. Also, a post by Danny Brown made me take a step back realizing whoever we criticize is Someone's Child. Behind the scenes, a wife, a kid, a parent, or a friend watch as their loved one takes heat.

So, this post is for a few who I will name here (first names, Twitter handles) and for anyone who may feel like they should go to someone they know and bless/love them even if there has been disagreements with this person. Life is too short to have grudges with others. By naming a few people here, I do not expect anything back in return unless some do want to extend the "olive branch" back to re-connect. Otherwise, I felt like the Lord was pressing on me that I needed to do this and He is right.

Kirk (@kcklo63), I have apologized to you in the past for my actions/disagreements on how I handled the Save Folgers KC discussion we had earlier this year. I know now that you just had some genuine questions about why I supported this initiative and we got into on Twitter in a way that got too personal. I hope we can re-connect down the road again maybe someday, but even if we don't, I want to wish you and your family blessings for the coming new year.

Renee (@Ms_Nene), You and I had a great friendship going before the Save Folgers KC incident went down and you did stand by my side sticking up for me many times through this mess. But, I did wrong in not stopping or heeding your request to stop engaging with others on this issue. It caused a lot of hurt for you and I apologize. I do want to wish you the very best for your new venture coming up and pray that God blesses it tremendously in the way he knows how.

Lisa (@lqualls4444), Mike (@wrytir), Jenn (@JennBailey), Steven (@whereisciao), Ed (@EdRoberts), and Jeff (@jeffisageek), I did you wrong in doing a post on my own blog about my thoughts/opinions asking why Social Media Club of Johnson County was started and causing a firestorm that many of you had to handle without knowing ahead of time that I was planning to post this message. I was part of the board at that time and should have respected the board's agreement to not speak out about this issue until the board was ready to do so. I jumped the gun and it was each of you who had to suffer the consequences. I know I have apologized before, but I want to extend my apologies again for that matter. I pray blessings on each of you as you continue to lead the SMCKC board into the new year and for each of you personally.

For anyone who may be reading this post and knows about the incident that went down over my blog post questioning the formation of SMCJoCo and how I resigned from the SMCKC board later, it was my fault for jumping the gun with my post ahead of time. When I realized the mess I had started by doing so, I came to the board apologizing for my action and requesting for them to make a decision on whether I should resign or not. It was decided I should do so and I accepted that fate. The board did not throw me under the bus. It was my own decision to resign due to my actions. I take responsibility for what transpired.

Paul (@paulevansmedia) and Sara (@sarasocialmedia), It has not been pretty between us for awhile now and I can understand why. A lot of hate and disagreements have transpired in the past from various incidents, but I feel it is time for me to realize there were things I have said that caused both of you hurt and lost trust. You had the right to start SMCJoCo and it got too personal when I had disagreements about why you started it. We may not always see eye to eye on past issues, but I do want to apologize for our clashes from the past and wish God's blessings on your business, on SMCJoCo's growth, and your personal lives. And I hope someday we can reconnect on better terms, Lord willing.

Chris (@chrisheuer) and Kristie (@kristiewells), The conversations I have had with each of you have never been very positive and I want to publicly apologize for my actions/ill thoughts towards both of you. You both have built a national organization of Social Media Clubs around the nation and done it on your own sweat and time. You should be proud of that fact and when you came to defense of when the SMCJoCo group was started, you were only sticking up for what you thought was right. I do apologize for any trouble I started and hope that understand my apology is sincere. I pray for blessings on each of you personally and professionally and for continued success for Social Media Club.

SMCKC Members, I let many of you down when I went out on a limb questioning why another SMC needed to be started in the KC area. I had my reasonings why I wrote the post at the time, but also realize now that my ramblings about another group starting and not looking at it in how this new group could be a benefit to the KC area is what caused a real mess. I represented all of you as a SMCKC board member and should have handled the situation in a much more professional manner. Instead I went out on my own to write my own blog post and strained relationships with many of you. Some of those relationships continue to be strained today and even though I may not be able to change your mind about how you feel about me, please know I do apologize. I pray for blessings on each of you for the new year and hope, Lord willing, we can re-connect in time. Thank you.

I may have forgot others who I have had a few disagreements with or that I angered so much that they wanted nothing to do with me again and for those people, I apologize for my anger, slander, and any malice I had towards you. I have messed up in the past and want to move forward with a clear conscience in my mind knowing I have extended my apologies towards those I may have wronged in some way. I do not expect anyone to return the favor or want to re-connect if they choose to not do so. I do know that for God to forgive me, I need to forgive or ask for forgiveness (extend my apologies) to anyone who may need to hear it. And that is what I wanted to do with this post.

Thank you for taking time to read this post and I want to extend blessings to each of you during these holidays and pray that you will find good tidings into the new year.

Strive for Integrity, Not Popularity in Social Media

This post came about as I was talking to someone recently about people I have noticed who have been rallying others to follow them and their "club" in order to be part of the cool in-group. This post was also inspired by a few that I know of who continue to bash others online in an effort to raise their ego to a higher level so they will be welcomed into in-groups that encourage such behavior. I am all for social media and the wonderful ways it can be used to connect so many people that would never have had the chance to meet offline, but there are also times when the tools of social media can be used in ruthless manners. Everyone has the right to use the tools the way they wish, but I have seen way too many cases where Twitter, blogs, Facebook, etc. can be used as weapons intended to ruin someone's reputation or spread false rumors. This is wrong, people! People can make too many assumptions about others without knowing the real facts. This is even more so the case when they have never met a person they may make assumptions about. This is a real problem in today's society as social media continues to grow. I have already talked about cyber-bullying, but there are also cases where social media is used in a way to stroke the ego of some who use it to boast about their accomplishments and how everyone else is beneath them.

It is true that in today's world, "the time will come when men will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths." (2 Timothy 4:3,4)

Integrity is a trait that is missing in today's use of social media in many cases. Too often, people can hide behind an online profile and talk about how great they are or how others should follow them because everyone else is falling for the same scheme. If you don't follow these "behind the curtain" manipulators, then you are considered an outsider or dismissed as not being part of the in-crowd. And in some extreme cases, if you don't do what some of these "behind the curtain" people want you to do, then they may resort to intimidation tactics or attempts to smear your reputation among their seduced followers. Matthew 7:15,16 speaks truth where it says: "Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep's clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits."

How does one ensure they are not led to believe in some people who use social media in a way to create a false sense of reality? How can you protect yourself? Here are a few tips:

1) Don't believe everything that one may share online about others. Never take someone's words to be the whole truth. Check with others to understand if this is truth being spoken or just assumptions not based on facts. 1 Thessalonians 5:21 says: "Test everything; hold fast what is good."

2) Understand that there are some who like to share things about others just so they can raise their ego to the same level as the false prophets in this world. Some will say things just to get others stirred up since they thrive on conflict and useless banter.

As I shared earlier, I am all for the tools of social media to be used for good in building relationships and connecting with others online. The sharing of information via social media tools is unbelievable in how it can enable so many to learn from one another. That is where the usefulness of social media comes into play. What I do speak out against though is where social media can be used as weapons of destruction and to mess with people's lives spreading false rumors. Those who practice such tactics should not even be allowed to be representatives of organizations that share how to use social media in a good manner as they are in reality two-faced about how they use the tools. It is time to speak up against such negative uses of social media and call out those who use social media in such deceitful manners.

Ted Engstrom writes: “The world needs people who cannot be bought; whose word is their bond; who put character above wealth; who possess opinions and a will; who are larger than their vocations; who don’t hesitate to take chances; who won’t lose their individuality in a crowd; who will be as honest in small things as they are in great things; who will make no compromise with wrong; whose ambitions are not confined to their own selfish desires; who will not say they do it ‘because everybody else does it;’ who are true to their friends through good report and evil report, in adversity as well as in prosperity; who do not believe that shrewdness, cunning and hard-heartedness are the best qualities for winning success; who are not afraid to stand for the truth even when it’s unpopular; who say ‘no’ with emphasis, even though the rest of the world says ‘yes.’”

Stand for integrity. Don't ever waver from this principle.